These few days weren't good. WHATEVER.
Just.. kind of looking forward to go back to miri..
At the same time, worried about the result, and also whether i could cope well in next semester's subjects.
Suddenly felt lost.. lost my target in life. Sort of like don't know for what i choose the course, and what should i do after graduated. Regretted by little bit for my rush decision. Well just try my best. :/
Holiday, isn't happy at all times, however i'm glad that i no longer need to worry about what to wear :)
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Fated?
Sometimes, i just wonder why should i bear all these.
Well its nothing great suffering from family problems.
Everyone has owns problems, so am i.
I wouldn't blame anyone for these, will just bear it silently.
I know, God wants to do things on me.
Though its my hard time, i'll get over it.
Weeping alone in the room. God knows.
Just, sometimes i really hope to get away from home and study hard. Pay off my debts to parents. When they do not have the financial burden, maybe things would get better? hmm.
Well its nothing great suffering from family problems.
Everyone has owns problems, so am i.
I wouldn't blame anyone for these, will just bear it silently.
I know, God wants to do things on me.
Though its my hard time, i'll get over it.
Weeping alone in the room. God knows.
Just, sometimes i really hope to get away from home and study hard. Pay off my debts to parents. When they do not have the financial burden, maybe things would get better? hmm.
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
^^
GUESS WHATTT !!?!!!
COTTON ON IS IN KK !!!
Well i bought 2 casual dresses. Gonna change myself starting next sem :p
More dresses.
Spent quite a lot on my clothes. So... gonna study hard and learn to be a better person. Not just dressing up myself with nice clothes, but also having beautiful personalities :)
COTTON ON IS IN KK !!!
Well i bought 2 casual dresses. Gonna change myself starting next sem :p
More dresses.
Spent quite a lot on my clothes. So... gonna study hard and learn to be a better person. Not just dressing up myself with nice clothes, but also having beautiful personalities :)
Monday, June 20, 2011
My Holiday..
hmm fine, planing to go out with friends more often. However everything costs $$$
Woke up earlier nowadays that i could go for exercise almost everyday :)
Enjoyed hiking a lot, especially when its with an aim to slim down :p
Hopefully my skeleton plan would succeed hahaha. Of course i'm not going to be a skeleton and i'd never be. :p
Visited my old church yesterday, perhaps small churches are more friendly. Less people, but still, the remaining are still friendly :)
Bought my formals, for the first time at MNG. It costs a lot ahhh i really have to budget my expenses now onward.
Well, I have no idea on what to write here. haha. My holiday, its just simple. Living as the way i like.
Shopping is fun, with money in your pocket and wallet. If not, just window shop, which is a good way to waste time for me though. :p Wondering why i'm not the fashion designer huh. I'd like to improve my dress sense as well.
Finally, my skin condition is under control, but still, not as nice as previous condition. :(
Just believe everything would be fine then. hmm.
I'm over with it, finally. Now i'm looking at my friends, who are worrying about the courses and uni. Have to admit that further studies costs a lot. So i MUST study well. hmm. Grew up, with views widened, mind opened. That's one of the outcomes? :)
HAPPY HOLIDAYYY~ :)
Woke up earlier nowadays that i could go for exercise almost everyday :)
Enjoyed hiking a lot, especially when its with an aim to slim down :p
Hopefully my skeleton plan would succeed hahaha. Of course i'm not going to be a skeleton and i'd never be. :p
Visited my old church yesterday, perhaps small churches are more friendly. Less people, but still, the remaining are still friendly :)
Bought my formals, for the first time at MNG. It costs a lot ahhh i really have to budget my expenses now onward.
Well, I have no idea on what to write here. haha. My holiday, its just simple. Living as the way i like.
Shopping is fun, with money in your pocket and wallet. If not, just window shop, which is a good way to waste time for me though. :p Wondering why i'm not the fashion designer huh. I'd like to improve my dress sense as well.
Finally, my skin condition is under control, but still, not as nice as previous condition. :(
Just believe everything would be fine then. hmm.
I'm over with it, finally. Now i'm looking at my friends, who are worrying about the courses and uni. Have to admit that further studies costs a lot. So i MUST study well. hmm. Grew up, with views widened, mind opened. That's one of the outcomes? :)
HAPPY HOLIDAYYY~ :)
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Happy sleeping holidayyyy
As expected after my exam, I caught fever. Well felt so dead in the morning, could not even move myself. Had been sleeping for the whole day. Even when i'm facing japanese meals i have no appetite. LOL
Hmmmm... think this was because of the exam stress for 3 weeks, and also the weird weather in kk.
The world is changing. KK is so cold. Raining every single day.
Whatever it is, i MUST exercise tomorrow. TOMORROW !! :)
Tomorrow would be a better dayyyy :)
Hmmmm... think this was because of the exam stress for 3 weeks, and also the weird weather in kk.
The world is changing. KK is so cold. Raining every single day.
Whatever it is, i MUST exercise tomorrow. TOMORROW !! :)
Tomorrow would be a better dayyyy :)
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Semester ended
Time flies, my first semester of uni life ended.
I'm grateful that God took care of me, assigning angels beside me to offer help whenever i'm in difficulties with my studies.
Besides, i also experienced how God leaded me over the months. Had all the spices within the months. Had sweet memories with friends, which brought me laughter. However this had no longer exist in the group of friends, which turned my life sour once.
Hmmm... recently could not thought of any "spicy" life, but for "bitter", yeah i felt bitter when i was preparing for my exam and assignments. Was stressed to the max until burst into tears at times. oops i don't ctually like to cry in front of people :')
Sometimes, i give a long sigh on all the happenings because i knew that things have changed, and no longer persists. Friends changed, I do changed. Its just all about whether i could tolerate and compromise with the bad sides of my friends, and the same thing apply to my friends, whether they could stand my bad sides. I could feel the distance with my first group of friends in uni.
I also find that i could not easily trust people since "something" happened. Just hope that God will open my eyes and give me wisdom in handling people.
Finally exam ended, a full stop written for the semester. I'll treasure the sweet moments and try to ignore the bitter ones as i know that i could not force myself to forget it.
I'm grateful that God took care of me, assigning angels beside me to offer help whenever i'm in difficulties with my studies.
Besides, i also experienced how God leaded me over the months. Had all the spices within the months. Had sweet memories with friends, which brought me laughter. However this had no longer exist in the group of friends, which turned my life sour once.
Hmmm... recently could not thought of any "spicy" life, but for "bitter", yeah i felt bitter when i was preparing for my exam and assignments. Was stressed to the max until burst into tears at times. oops i don't ctually like to cry in front of people :')
Sometimes, i give a long sigh on all the happenings because i knew that things have changed, and no longer persists. Friends changed, I do changed. Its just all about whether i could tolerate and compromise with the bad sides of my friends, and the same thing apply to my friends, whether they could stand my bad sides. I could feel the distance with my first group of friends in uni.
I also find that i could not easily trust people since "something" happened. Just hope that God will open my eyes and give me wisdom in handling people.
Finally exam ended, a full stop written for the semester. I'll treasure the sweet moments and try to ignore the bitter ones as i know that i could not force myself to forget it.
Friday, June 3, 2011
sighs
there's soooo many things not yet done. ah well i have to get a rest and start study.
Could not lift up my eyelids. However i have to force myself to do it.
Happy weekend <3
Could not lift up my eyelids. However i have to force myself to do it.
Happy weekend <3
Thursday, June 2, 2011
whatever.
aih >.< how dare you.
Sometimes we just have to admit that the world would only approach you when you can benefit them. Perhaps, this is the egoism theory of moral huh. @@
Hmm. I AM INSULTED. duh.
I'm so in the mood of studying but was tired already. Gonna go to campus and continue my battle with all the books and papers. hmmmm.
Well, mum's coming over in a couple of days. Great thing is i'm going back to my hometown soon~ <3
Count down 9 days~~ wee ^^
Sometimes we just have to admit that the world would only approach you when you can benefit them. Perhaps, this is the egoism theory of moral huh. @@
Hmm. I AM INSULTED. duh.
I'm so in the mood of studying but was tired already. Gonna go to campus and continue my battle with all the books and papers. hmmmm.
Well, mum's coming over in a couple of days. Great thing is i'm going back to my hometown soon~ <3
Count down 9 days~~ wee ^^
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
thanks God
Finally considered completed my revision for one unit. hmmm i felt much better now.
Accounts and Mathematics and Business law, a.k.a. 3 things that drive me crazy and depressed.
With God,
I shall overcome it.
I will try my best.
I will work hard.
I will manage my time in a well-planned way.
Ooooooohhhh~ Count down 10 days. Going back to hometown. Home sweeeeet home <3
Accounts and Mathematics and Business law, a.k.a. 3 things that drive me crazy and depressed.
With God,
I shall overcome it.
I will try my best.
I will work hard.
I will manage my time in a well-planned way.
Ooooooohhhh~ Count down 10 days. Going back to hometown. Home sweeeeet home <3
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