Let the passed be the passed.
What we only need to do for the time being is just FOCUS ON THE PRESENT.
Well i think i shouldn't have saying such rude words in the previous post "i'm crazy...".
As what you've said in your blog, a blog is just something to express one's feeling.
So, if you've seen this, don't mind it.
But, still, you're kinda over.
okays stop from talking about these sad things.
SAY SOMETHING HAPPYYY~~~
actually nothing happy for me.
my holiday life:
~ online
~ sleep
~ Piano
~ tv
~ badminton? if both my friend and i hv the time
~ blog
~ sms with my friend
~ tuition
~ diary (for something inconvenient to write in blog)
~ study, homeworks
oh my God~~
I think i should turn the whole list over.
Why....everything seems like inverted huh LOL...
Exams coming, so i should spend most of my time on studies and homeworks but????LOL ==
Hope that i'll hv the self control ability larr haha.
God, please help me to forgive those who hurt me, and help me to hv more self control, especially in ONLINE....
BE HAPPY AND EVERYDAY WOULD BE A NICE DAY.
A place to express my actual feelings and thoughts.. I am just who i am , TIONG HUI YEE :)
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
友谊永固?
刚刚看了你的部落格
我们
真的不适合
当朋友吗
早在四月
你我都有同一个感觉
友情 不能永远坚固 长长久久
当然
这只是
我们两人之间的事
我尝试了不同的方法
想要挽救我们之间的 友情
但是我
失败了 I failed
说句 对不起 谢谢
很难吗
Is that such difficult for both of us?
我做了什么
有目共睹
我不想说得太明显
只知道
为了我们俩之间的事
我一而再 再而三地流泪 痛哭
这些
你 知道吗?
究竟
是 你变了
还是 我变了
我不知道
只知道 也许
我们都变了
我做的每一件事
你从来未曾感谢过我
我做错的每一件事
你从来没有站在我的立场想想
我也不想的
但是 你有这么想过吗?
在此
仅能向你
说声 对不起
还有
谢谢你
让我成长
让我知道
友情是需要
双方面 一起经营
才能长长久久
我很无奈
我很伤心
但是
谁懂???
我何尝不想
改善我们俩之间
早已变僵了 的友情
每当看到你
我的心
不由自主地 沉了下去
想到我们俩变成这样
想到你这么对待我
我的眼泪
不由自主地 流了下来
但愿吧
友谊永固这句话
是真的。。。。
我们
真的不适合
当朋友吗
早在四月
你我都有同一个感觉
友情 不能永远坚固 长长久久
当然
这只是
我们两人之间的事
我尝试了不同的方法
想要挽救我们之间的 友情
但是我
失败了 I failed
说句 对不起 谢谢
很难吗
Is that such difficult for both of us?
我做了什么
有目共睹
我不想说得太明显
只知道
为了我们俩之间的事
我一而再 再而三地流泪 痛哭
这些
你 知道吗?
究竟
是 你变了
还是 我变了
我不知道
只知道 也许
我们都变了
我做的每一件事
你从来未曾感谢过我
我做错的每一件事
你从来没有站在我的立场想想
我也不想的
但是 你有这么想过吗?
在此
仅能向你
说声 对不起
还有
谢谢你
让我成长
让我知道
友情是需要
双方面 一起经营
才能长长久久
我很无奈
我很伤心
但是
谁懂???
我何尝不想
改善我们俩之间
早已变僵了 的友情
每当看到你
我的心
不由自主地 沉了下去
想到我们俩变成这样
想到你这么对待我
我的眼泪
不由自主地 流了下来
但愿吧
友谊永固这句话
是真的。。。。
Monday, September 29, 2008
i'm crazy....
u guys mz wonder WHY i considered myself as CRAZY...
seriously i am, and not only i myself say so...
one of my friend too, he said so...
i'm too bored thus leads me think too much...??? not sure...
The only i know is, i suddenly cried when talking on phone with wena....LOLS.
People that i hate....or dislike either.
~ rude behavior
~ cheap
~ DOUBLE-FACED
~ Bad tempered
~ Always order others to do HIS/HER things which him/her can do by himself/herself
~ hurts me for no reason,and for many times (p/s: my heart is kinda "brittle")
~ show-off
~ WHO TALK WITHOUT CARING HOW THE OTHERS FEEL
~ not ever having a kittle tiny bit of understanding on friends like xxxxxxxxxxxx
~ follows the trend blindly(though it doesn suits you)
~ suxx people
~ mad at me for little tiny stuffs, or even some excuses that shouldn't be considered as an excuse
~ never think before action
~ the behavior that made me hate him/her
~ UNFORGIVING
~ narrow minded
~ bad personality
well its obvious i'm talking about someone....maybe i'm too harsh,but just sorry for that.
Viewed hannah's blog and found that we hv mostly same opinion in many issues. :)
true friends? perhaps there's still some.....
yup Wena you're right, WHY should i say sorry to HER???
Such damn stupid i was. Well you're angry for waiting me with HIM, yup i admit i did wrong, but I DIDN'T MEAN IT OKAYYY???
sorry for that and i really seriously hope that i wont repeat the same mistake.
Kindly thanks for your "forgiveness"...
For what you mad at me?
He already said that he understood that i didn't mean it, but YOU???
I hope you can understand, too.
For what i talk? I was feeling like kinda dull and bad mood, so you just can't allow me to talk with my friends for A WHILE???
everyone'll do so please....Perhaps you too would do so.
You think you're great huh?
We never waited for u?
For what you come to my house?
ONLINE?
Excuse me my house isn't cyber cafe pleaaase.
if you don't dare to wait for me, WHY DON'T YOU LEAVE EARLIER???
i won't mad at you,nor blame you for leaving earlier but will thank you for you leaving earlier, for this may not make any further destroy on our friendship.
Of you wanna wait, KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT, OR ELSE GET LOSS~!!!!
And your rude behavior which never thought about how the others will feel on what you said.
I'm too sensitive?
So what?
My heart is brittle, unlike yours....
seriously i am, and not only i myself say so...
one of my friend too, he said so...
i'm too bored thus leads me think too much...??? not sure...
The only i know is, i suddenly cried when talking on phone with wena....LOLS.
People that i hate....or dislike either.
~ rude behavior
~ cheap
~ DOUBLE-FACED
~ Bad tempered
~ Always order others to do HIS/HER things which him/her can do by himself/herself
~ hurts me for no reason,and for many times (p/s: my heart is kinda "brittle")
~ show-off
~ WHO TALK WITHOUT CARING HOW THE OTHERS FEEL
~ not ever having a kittle tiny bit of understanding on friends like xxxxxxxxxxxx
~ follows the trend blindly(though it doesn suits you)
~ suxx people
~ mad at me for little tiny stuffs, or even some excuses that shouldn't be considered as an excuse
~ never think before action
~ the behavior that made me hate him/her
~ UNFORGIVING
~ narrow minded
~ bad personality
well its obvious i'm talking about someone....maybe i'm too harsh,but just sorry for that.
Viewed hannah's blog and found that we hv mostly same opinion in many issues. :)
true friends? perhaps there's still some.....
yup Wena you're right, WHY should i say sorry to HER???
Such damn stupid i was. Well you're angry for waiting me with HIM, yup i admit i did wrong, but I DIDN'T MEAN IT OKAYYY???
sorry for that and i really seriously hope that i wont repeat the same mistake.
Kindly thanks for your "forgiveness"...
For what you mad at me?
He already said that he understood that i didn't mean it, but YOU???
I hope you can understand, too.
For what i talk? I was feeling like kinda dull and bad mood, so you just can't allow me to talk with my friends for A WHILE???
everyone'll do so please....Perhaps you too would do so.
You think you're great huh?
We never waited for u?
For what you come to my house?
ONLINE?
Excuse me my house isn't cyber cafe pleaaase.
if you don't dare to wait for me, WHY DON'T YOU LEAVE EARLIER???
i won't mad at you,nor blame you for leaving earlier but will thank you for you leaving earlier, for this may not make any further destroy on our friendship.
Of you wanna wait, KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT, OR ELSE GET LOSS~!!!!
And your rude behavior which never thought about how the others will feel on what you said.
I'm too sensitive?
So what?
My heart is brittle, unlike yours....
omg~ How lucky am i...
today(yesterday???==) i went to church, my beloved INANAM METHODIST CHURCH.
surprisingly i heard the same chapter of bible verse for sat night's youth bible study group and today's sermon...
Its PSALMS 139....
Though nobody knows us well, God knows us the best.
Just by believing in this, we doesn't need to bother how the others talk about us.
What we need to do is only look at Jesus, instead of what had happened in our surroundings.
This chapter really helped me.
So...
the Bible taught me not to bother what the others critic about me if I'm on the right way, no matter in serving God or in doing anything. =)
Thank You God~!!!
Well after that i went to Girls' Brigade for fun....
Gosh~ i've been absented for about 2 months, and just accurately i went there TODAY, and was asked to give command on Roll Call & Dismissal. LOL....How cacat i did it. Praise the Lord that i din feel nervous.(p/s:how to spell roll call?XD)
Finally, with JOIE'S help, i changed my blog skin....
and she helped me to add the hit counter....
and felt that i'm really a noob in dealing with these html codes....lol.
Maybe its time for me to go to bed...GOOD MORNING to everyone. ==
Thanks Joie....=)
surprisingly i heard the same chapter of bible verse for sat night's youth bible study group and today's sermon...
Its PSALMS 139....
Though nobody knows us well, God knows us the best.
Just by believing in this, we doesn't need to bother how the others talk about us.
What we need to do is only look at Jesus, instead of what had happened in our surroundings.
This chapter really helped me.
So...
the Bible taught me not to bother what the others critic about me if I'm on the right way, no matter in serving God or in doing anything. =)
Thank You God~!!!
Well after that i went to Girls' Brigade for fun....
Gosh~ i've been absented for about 2 months, and just accurately i went there TODAY, and was asked to give command on Roll Call & Dismissal. LOL....How cacat i did it. Praise the Lord that i din feel nervous.(p/s:how to spell roll call?XD)
Finally, with JOIE'S help, i changed my blog skin....
and she helped me to add the hit counter....
and felt that i'm really a noob in dealing with these html codes....lol.
Maybe its time for me to go to bed...GOOD MORNING to everyone. ==
Thanks Joie....=)
Saturday, September 27, 2008
bad mood day?
well this few days busying 4 the sivik, comp, and the birthday card which was given to my friend today.
just don't know why, i cried. Again, in a sudden.
Maybe its bcz of stress?
or what?
i DONT KNOW~
felt better after crying for about 5~10mins.
well, sometimes i just feel that i'm weird, & obviously likes to keep my mouth shut when i'm with a group of friends in class to prevent from spoiling the atmosphere.
Actually am i that weird?
Once again, I don't know.
Gained lots of things after chatting with our youth advisor. THANK YOU for helping me by giving some useful suggestions and explained many things regarding our life.....
And also, I wanna express my special thanks to SAI ZHONG^^...thanks for concerning. =)
i'm much better now.
There's many things for us to learn as well as to experience in our whole life.
Be prepared to learn new things always....
just don't know why, i cried. Again, in a sudden.
Maybe its bcz of stress?
or what?
i DONT KNOW~
felt better after crying for about 5~10mins.
well, sometimes i just feel that i'm weird, & obviously likes to keep my mouth shut when i'm with a group of friends in class to prevent from spoiling the atmosphere.
Actually am i that weird?
Once again, I don't know.
Gained lots of things after chatting with our youth advisor. THANK YOU for helping me by giving some useful suggestions and explained many things regarding our life.....
And also, I wanna express my special thanks to SAI ZHONG^^...thanks for concerning. =)
i'm much better now.
There's many things for us to learn as well as to experience in our whole life.
Be prepared to learn new things always....
Sunday, September 21, 2008
感谢你们。。。

人生
匆匆几十载能相遇
不是偶然
我们
在这一生里
遇见了
各种各样的人
也学习了
很多门
不一样的功课
认识一个朋友是好事
因为多了一个
能互相帮助的人
让你明白
纵使
你对这个世界
是多么的绝望
你还有他
陪伴着你
给你一线希望
被某些人背叛
也并不是一件坏事
因为
它让你知道
他有着这么一个缺点
让你
受伤 疗伤 痊愈 成长
得到一个知己
是你最好的财产
知己
将伴你一生
在你最失意时
扶你一把
在你伤心难过时
给予你安慰
喜欢上一个人
也要感谢他
纵使你不被接受
还是要感谢他
因为他让你从
小孩子
慢慢转变为
思想成熟的人
也让你
看清楚一个人
传你是非的人
要感谢他
因为他
让你明白
谣言不攻自破
也让你学习
如何更冷静地面对谣言
伤害你的人
要感谢他
因为
它让你知道
这个世界
是多么的残酷
更让你懂得
如何从伤痛中走出来
如何学习原谅他人
在此
我要对所有
让我成长
让我学习人生
不一样的功课
让我明白人生道理
教导我 陪伴我
扶持我 安慰我
帮助我 相信我
以及
爱我的每一个人。。。。
尽上我最崇高的敬意
也在此
向你们说声
谢谢你们,我爱你们~!!!
Friday, September 19, 2008
isn't today a happy day? HOPEFULLY....
Mama is going back to Kuching later....
haiz...
Hate the life here with dad.
Asked for others suggestions and most of them agree with me that to go to Kuching....permanently?
But...the problem is...
its better to go after i completed my secondary studies...
AND I STILL NEED TO WAIT FOR 2 YEARS~~~OMG.
Sometimes i even hoped that i can forget all the things that annoyed me.
Sometimes i also hoped that something never happened, but it did.
This is just a dream....^^
Oh yarrr....i really wonder that how those older people can share their saliva....
i mean, they don't use the spoon provided, but tend to use their own spoon to take the food.
IMAGINE....if there were 10 persons in a table, then there will be 10 PERSON'S SALIVA in the plate...
oops its 8 persons because mum & i never do so.
i observed this for a long time....
especially during a wedding dinner. LOL.
haha...
haiz...
Hate the life here with dad.
Asked for others suggestions and most of them agree with me that to go to Kuching....permanently?
But...the problem is...
its better to go after i completed my secondary studies...
AND I STILL NEED TO WAIT FOR 2 YEARS~~~OMG.
Sometimes i even hoped that i can forget all the things that annoyed me.
Sometimes i also hoped that something never happened, but it did.
This is just a dream....^^
Oh yarrr....i really wonder that how those older people can share their saliva....
i mean, they don't use the spoon provided, but tend to use their own spoon to take the food.
IMAGINE....if there were 10 persons in a table, then there will be 10 PERSON'S SALIVA in the plate...
oops its 8 persons because mum & i never do so.
i observed this for a long time....
especially during a wedding dinner. LOL.
haha...
tired and bad mood....
today....really tired.
early in the morning felt like din slept well....
cz last night sms until i fell asleep^^
well...when i reached schoooool, i went to canteen with wena....
you're so bad...
you shocked me seriously....
luckily my face wasn't being splashed into the noodles....
damn hot our classroom...
few days already, still remained with such good condition (no air-con)...
plus, there's tons of rubbish...haha.
we even can fill the empty rubbish bin until it full JUST BY THROWING WHAT i & lai GOT WHEN WE WERE SWEEPING THE CLASS....
can you imagine???
arghhh....tired after tuition.
am i useless?
just wonder why...teacher ignored me always....
started to lose confidence on math...
thinking about to change my math tuition...or even quit it.
why...???
everytime i struggle against the tough questions until i wanna cry out.....
how about the other 2 persons?
they have been started another chapter.
all this happened just because i forgot to bring my book to tuition for ONCE~!!!!
early in the morning felt like din slept well....
cz last night sms until i fell asleep^^
well...when i reached schoooool, i went to canteen with wena....
you're so bad...
you shocked me seriously....
luckily my face wasn't being splashed into the noodles....
damn hot our classroom...
few days already, still remained with such good condition (no air-con)...
plus, there's tons of rubbish...haha.
we even can fill the empty rubbish bin until it full JUST BY THROWING WHAT i & lai GOT WHEN WE WERE SWEEPING THE CLASS....
can you imagine???
arghhh....tired after tuition.
am i useless?
just wonder why...teacher ignored me always....
started to lose confidence on math...
thinking about to change my math tuition...or even quit it.
why...???
everytime i struggle against the tough questions until i wanna cry out.....
how about the other 2 persons?
they have been started another chapter.
all this happened just because i forgot to bring my book to tuition for ONCE~!!!!
Thursday, September 18, 2008
its just todayyy...
well....
yeah yesterday really had a heavy downpour.
seriously heavy.
from 16/9 night till 17/9 afternoon.LOL...
yesterdays science test....i dont care. its over.
todayyy....
early in the morning i was in good mood....
but don't know why just not willing to talk with HER.
hope that i can forgive her.
just now went to 1Borneo and window shopped.
Since i got back from KL....
i have no interest on those shopping malls here.
KK'S SHOPPING~~~expensive,less choices, not really suitable for me.
KL'S SHOPPING~~~cheaper, more choices, thus i can find what i really likes.
Hahaha...this is the conclusion.^^
well....forget about KL.
i'm living in KK larrr.
So, be satisfied with our current life....
yeah yesterday really had a heavy downpour.
seriously heavy.
from 16/9 night till 17/9 afternoon.LOL...
yesterdays science test....i dont care. its over.
todayyy....
early in the morning i was in good mood....
but don't know why just not willing to talk with HER.
hope that i can forgive her.
just now went to 1Borneo and window shopped.
Since i got back from KL....
i have no interest on those shopping malls here.
KK'S SHOPPING~~~expensive,less choices, not really suitable for me.
KL'S SHOPPING~~~cheaper, more choices, thus i can find what i really likes.
Hahaha...this is the conclusion.^^
well....forget about KL.
i'm living in KK larrr.
So, be satisfied with our current life....
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
public holiday....
well today is public holiday.....
Malaysia was formed....51 years ago^^
okay...enough....its not history lesson now...plus i never passed my history this yr...
woke up early in the morning, went to church raising fund bazaar....
ate some kon lo mee....and had malay style chicken rice for lunch.
then went to KARAMUNSING and did nothing.
mum bought a hp...but its just those ordinary one....
no colour screen, and of course no camera...
i want nokia 7310....it looks so nice~
actually my friend(brother?) invited me to follow him,but i do't know how to "force" my parents...
i mean,maybe i can't communicate well with them? or whatever.
just that i couldn't get a good chance to ask them....
sorry larrr brother....=)
OH my...
tomorrows gonna be our science test, and we need to pass up the suxx sivik project...
and...i hvnt did any of my math or add math. A total up of 6 CHAPTERS~~~~~arghhh!
today just really tired.
mayb because of i slept late last night. (or today?)^^
tonight lagi....tuition.
i thought i can clear parts of my homework tonight.
now i really regret to have such a lo..oooong knap.
nevermind....>_<
when i first arrived teacher's hse, the door was locked....
while sending sms to ask teacher open the door, my dad kept on sounding the car horn and it was pretty noisy.
when i went upstairs teacher asked who was that.
i was ashamed to admit that its my dad. WHAT THE HELL,...cant he have some PATIENCE???
this was not the first time i feel like this.
some other times i even hoped that i don't know him....==
nevermind.....he need to eat the fruit he beared some other days...=)
Malaysia was formed....51 years ago^^
okay...enough....its not history lesson now...plus i never passed my history this yr...
woke up early in the morning, went to church raising fund bazaar....
ate some kon lo mee....and had malay style chicken rice for lunch.
then went to KARAMUNSING and did nothing.
mum bought a hp...but its just those ordinary one....
no colour screen, and of course no camera...
i want nokia 7310....it looks so nice~
actually my friend(brother?) invited me to follow him,but i do't know how to "force" my parents...
i mean,maybe i can't communicate well with them? or whatever.
just that i couldn't get a good chance to ask them....
sorry larrr brother....=)
OH my...
tomorrows gonna be our science test, and we need to pass up the suxx sivik project...
and...i hvnt did any of my math or add math. A total up of 6 CHAPTERS~~~~~arghhh!
today just really tired.
mayb because of i slept late last night. (or today?)^^
tonight lagi....tuition.
i thought i can clear parts of my homework tonight.
now i really regret to have such a lo..oooong knap.
nevermind....>_<
when i first arrived teacher's hse, the door was locked....
while sending sms to ask teacher open the door, my dad kept on sounding the car horn and it was pretty noisy.
when i went upstairs teacher asked who was that.
i was ashamed to admit that its my dad. WHAT THE HELL,...cant he have some PATIENCE???
this was not the first time i feel like this.
some other times i even hoped that i don't know him....==
nevermind.....he need to eat the fruit he beared some other days...=)
14/9/2008 (sunday)
well there's no wireless last sunday...
dammit~
early in the morning my dad kept on yelling at me~~~WTH...
firstly i just stay calm and be patience...
but he became more and more OVER, until i cry in a sudden, not because of neither anger nor sadness,or even the unsatisficory of my current life. JUST IN A SUDDEN....
he stil kept on banging my door (i used to losk myselfin myroom especially when he is at home)....
well...i opened the door and shouted at him with tears " ARE YOU ENOUGH~!?!"
and of course, he saw my tears....finally he stopped banging my door.
Though he asked me to go to church, but i was seriously not in the mood....
i refused and you know what i got???? SCOLDINGS AGAIN.
sunday syndrome?
he's always like that especially on sundays...
why?
God knows,and he himself knows....
i don't know....
i don't care about him....
guys...
have you ever heard that a pastor forbid his child attending sunday service in the church which the child grown up in?
i don't know....
I AM THE CHILD.... =)
hoped that i can forgive him as soon as possible....for my own good.
dammit~
early in the morning my dad kept on yelling at me~~~WTH...
firstly i just stay calm and be patience...
but he became more and more OVER, until i cry in a sudden, not because of neither anger nor sadness,or even the unsatisficory of my current life. JUST IN A SUDDEN....
he stil kept on banging my door (i used to losk myselfin myroom especially when he is at home)....
well...i opened the door and shouted at him with tears " ARE YOU ENOUGH~!?!"
and of course, he saw my tears....finally he stopped banging my door.
Though he asked me to go to church, but i was seriously not in the mood....
i refused and you know what i got???? SCOLDINGS AGAIN.
sunday syndrome?
he's always like that especially on sundays...
why?
God knows,and he himself knows....
i don't know....
i don't care about him....
guys...
have you ever heard that a pastor forbid his child attending sunday service in the church which the child grown up in?
i don't know....
I AM THE CHILD.... =)
hoped that i can forgive him as soon as possible....for my own good.
what the....
i hate those suxx teachers who likes to use the relationship with our parents to control us.
yeah i know you know my dad...
SO WHAT????
i thought you'llbe much better than my dad, but you're not.
TEACHER, SORRY FOR I NEED TO SAY SO.
THIS IS THE FACT.
i din talk much during your MATH lesson EXCUSE ME~
and just that you arranged a seat that i really tried my best to concentrate during lessons, but failed to do so.
and one more problem is...
i really cant hear you as all of them around me were talking.
IF YOU REALLY WANT TO TELL MY DAD, GO AHEAD BUT I WILL NOT RESPECT YOU SINCERELY...I MEAN,PRETEND IN FRONT OF YOU.
all the best for you, MY "DEAR" TEACHER.
you gained no respect from all of our class.
you thought that every "good students" respect you?
i'm sorry to tell you its not.
please....think before you talk.
i'm extremely mad about what you said.
you're RUDE!!!!
oh my God....
i don't know what should i do now.
annoying.
yeah i know you know my dad...
SO WHAT????
i thought you'llbe much better than my dad, but you're not.
TEACHER, SORRY FOR I NEED TO SAY SO.
THIS IS THE FACT.
i din talk much during your MATH lesson EXCUSE ME~
and just that you arranged a seat that i really tried my best to concentrate during lessons, but failed to do so.
and one more problem is...
i really cant hear you as all of them around me were talking.
IF YOU REALLY WANT TO TELL MY DAD, GO AHEAD BUT I WILL NOT RESPECT YOU SINCERELY...I MEAN,PRETEND IN FRONT OF YOU.
all the best for you, MY "DEAR" TEACHER.
you gained no respect from all of our class.
you thought that every "good students" respect you?
i'm sorry to tell you its not.
please....think before you talk.
i'm extremely mad about what you said.
you're RUDE!!!!
oh my God....
i don't know what should i do now.
annoying.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
A touch, shocked, tired Day...
well....mama said the hp i suggested is kinda expensive, but i'm willing to use my own saving to buy it. (just for once only)
today's also a day that i've found something that really shocked me....seriously a great shock for me.
the problem is...
if i really got it, how should i tell my daddy???? For sure i will get scolded....=(
but how careless i was that my phone dropped to the floor...
well todays touching Because ...
our beloved ms teo is leaving us in dec...
whom would be our next club advisor?????
really thanked her so much for giving me the opportunity to be a pianist in SUNFLOWER CHOIR.
Though i'm not really familiar with her,i mean, not very "friend" with her, but all i know is just...she's such a good club advisor. THANK YOU MS TEO!!!!
hmm.....
today's also a day that i've found something that really shocked me....seriously a great shock for me.That means what you said days before is not a joke.
I thought you're acting in your own drama,but now only i found that you're not.
But nevermind....as what have been written in the picture>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Everything's gonna be alright. =)
well...today??? tired??? YEAH ~
its because we've ran for 4 rounds during PE lesson. thats ok for me.
but....after that, i had club meeting until about 3pm, and i went to Centre Point to have a survey on NOKIA 7310 with mama.
How much does it worth????
Is it really urgent for me to get a hp???
and....how should i tell papa if i really got it????
Thursday, September 11, 2008
mama is back....
mum arrived last night...at about twelve i think. I don't know cz i slept.
hmmm....i really hoped to get a handphone with bluetooth and at least 2 mp camera^^
nevermind i'll just wait^^
"never be tired to waiting" haha...
our bookkeeping test had been postponed until tomorrow and i hoped that i can do well though i din even touch it at home. ^^
for english...i don't know....yesterday teacher said to let us have a "5 minute rest" but then...all of us slept for a whole period....whats the matter??? ==
how come you say so to me???
are you acting???
hmmm....anyway i'll just assume that u're just acting^^
may not forget about what you told me so.
haha....
and friends, don't even dare to ask me about this....
i think i won't tell anyone for the time being.
hmmm....i really hoped to get a handphone with bluetooth and at least 2 mp camera^^
nevermind i'll just wait^^
"never be tired to waiting" haha...
our bookkeeping test had been postponed until tomorrow and i hoped that i can do well though i din even touch it at home. ^^
for english...i don't know....yesterday teacher said to let us have a "5 minute rest" but then...all of us slept for a whole period....whats the matter??? ==
how come you say so to me???
are you acting???
hmmm....anyway i'll just assume that u're just acting^^
may not forget about what you told me so.
haha....
and friends, don't even dare to ask me about this....
i think i won't tell anyone for the time being.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
what??? lol~
my s**t hp...
actually its said to be s**t me...
damn careless until i dropped the phone...
and it is currently "handicapped".....=(
i really hoped to hv a phone with bluetooth and a camera which can take clear pictures....
arghhh but this is not the best time....for my family's financial situation.
gotta clear all of my browsing history by tomorrow.....
cz i dn want to let my mama knw about this blog, as well as my friendster account...haha.
wondering why she don't let me to put my picture on web???
maybe she's scared with all the disgusting NEWS about those kidnapped girls, which has been murdered...just because of NET FRIEND.
but i bet i will have my own ruler in everything, as long as its not over^^
even i want to critic someone in my blog, i won't mention the persona's real name...haha
this is just because....i treat my blog as one of the best way to express my feelings, and i don't want to hate anyone. As long as i know that there's such an incident happening, thats enough for me. haha.
what the...
i forgot to bring my add math textbook home, and i need to pass up the homeworks by TOMORROW~
and the math and bookkeeping homework, i hvnt even touched them for once. i'm tired.
today....
i wasn't in the mood to laugh...until i had a nap after the 2 PERIODS OF THE BORING CHINESE LESSON.
then, haha its 2 PERIODS OF BOOKKEEPING LESSON.
yeah...our bookkeeping test has been postponed until this coming FRIDAYYY...=)
alahhh....at last my dad oso admit marrr....
see, i've told you that you hvnt gave me the tuition fee, but so s**t you just don't want to listen to me, and started to shout at me. what the hell.
you made me to use such rude words for yesterday's post. nevermind.....GOD TOLD US TO FORGIVE OUR "ENEMIES=people you hate"...
mum's coming back tomorrow night....
hope that...
she'll understand my situation. I will wait for a better phone^^
God knows the best time. All i need is just to wait patiently.
well i think that's all for today....gonna sleep, maybe...
thinking about to do my homeworks or to sleep....
actually its said to be s**t me...
damn careless until i dropped the phone...
and it is currently "handicapped".....=(
i really hoped to hv a phone with bluetooth and a camera which can take clear pictures....
arghhh but this is not the best time....for my family's financial situation.
gotta clear all of my browsing history by tomorrow.....
cz i dn want to let my mama knw about this blog, as well as my friendster account...haha.
wondering why she don't let me to put my picture on web???
maybe she's scared with all the disgusting NEWS about those kidnapped girls, which has been murdered...just because of NET FRIEND.
but i bet i will have my own ruler in everything, as long as its not over^^
even i want to critic someone in my blog, i won't mention the persona's real name...haha
this is just because....i treat my blog as one of the best way to express my feelings, and i don't want to hate anyone. As long as i know that there's such an incident happening, thats enough for me. haha.
what the...
i forgot to bring my add math textbook home, and i need to pass up the homeworks by TOMORROW~
and the math and bookkeeping homework, i hvnt even touched them for once. i'm tired.
today....
i wasn't in the mood to laugh...until i had a nap after the 2 PERIODS OF THE BORING CHINESE LESSON.
then, haha its 2 PERIODS OF BOOKKEEPING LESSON.
yeah...our bookkeeping test has been postponed until this coming FRIDAYYY...=)
alahhh....at last my dad oso admit marrr....
see, i've told you that you hvnt gave me the tuition fee, but so s**t you just don't want to listen to me, and started to shout at me. what the hell.
you made me to use such rude words for yesterday's post. nevermind.....GOD TOLD US TO FORGIVE OUR "ENEMIES=people you hate"...
mum's coming back tomorrow night....
hope that...
she'll understand my situation. I will wait for a better phone^^
God knows the best time. All i need is just to wait patiently.
well i think that's all for today....gonna sleep, maybe...
thinking about to do my homeworks or to sleep....
Monday, September 8, 2008
s**t you~!!!
i'm sorry to be rude but i'm really frustrated with this.
excuse me....
for what i go tuition???? FOR GOOD RESULTS PLEASE~
what the hell everytime i get tuition fee must be scolded huh???
IF YOU WANTED FOR FREE TUITION, DAY DREAM!!!!
there's nothing free in the world.
Well there's something happened that made me feeling rather unhappy, just a bit only.
hmmm don't ask me about the story. =)
Anyways, my conclusion for the "story" is....
there's many weather friends beside you, and you don't know what they actually wanted from you. So, open your eyes...don't be exploited.
i say so because i experienced this. If you wonder who sthe person is, try to think about it by yourself. I might have told you about this before. If i didn't, then i'm sorry to advice you "just forget about it =)".
tomorrow gonna be the most most crazy day.
2 TESTS MAN....
BOOKKEEPING ~ control accts
COMMERCE ~ Chp 16 Whosale trade.
HOMEWORKS ~ add math, math, bookkeeping....GOSH~
OMG~
well jz got that my friend oso experienced this....
and i hope my advice could help here little....=)
friend, GAMBATE~!!!
last but not the least, i hate those ppl who are annoying, and those who used to be a "double-faced" person. I hope i didn't hurt anyone here. =) Anyways, there's still some true friends around you. So....treat your true friends nicely, and forget about those weather friends.
i din complete any of the listed items above, as well as my Gd 8 piano piece...
I...AM....RE...A....L......L....Y......LAZY~~~ARGHHH!!!
excuse me....
for what i go tuition???? FOR GOOD RESULTS PLEASE~
what the hell everytime i get tuition fee must be scolded huh???
IF YOU WANTED FOR FREE TUITION, DAY DREAM!!!!
there's nothing free in the world.
Well there's something happened that made me feeling rather unhappy, just a bit only.
hmmm don't ask me about the story. =)
Anyways, my conclusion for the "story" is....
there's many weather friends beside you, and you don't know what they actually wanted from you. So, open your eyes...don't be exploited.
i say so because i experienced this. If you wonder who sthe person is, try to think about it by yourself. I might have told you about this before. If i didn't, then i'm sorry to advice you "just forget about it =)".
tomorrow gonna be the most most crazy day.
2 TESTS MAN....
BOOKKEEPING ~ control accts
COMMERCE ~ Chp 16 Whosale trade.
HOMEWORKS ~ add math, math, bookkeeping....GOSH~
OMG~
well jz got that my friend oso experienced this....
and i hope my advice could help here little....=)
friend, GAMBATE~!!!
last but not the least, i hate those ppl who are annoying, and those who used to be a "double-faced" person. I hope i didn't hurt anyone here. =) Anyways, there's still some true friends around you. So....treat your true friends nicely, and forget about those weather friends.
i din complete any of the listed items above, as well as my Gd 8 piano piece...
I...AM....RE...A....L......L....Y......LAZY~~~ARGHHH!!!
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Tired life.
uhh...wat the...
early in the morning i was waken up by dad to go to church for the sermon....but, in fact i'm fishing in church cz i was totally tired.
hmmm...after church, i went to elaine's house for english drama. Its just simply funny.
Major and Mandy is the main charactor...haha. For me....i'm only "kelefe" and one of the narrator. yea~
i'm really tired of doing homeworks. ANTI HOMEWORKS~!!!!!!
piano lagi....dui. tired~!!!
I'M EXTREMELY TIRED!!!!!
early in the morning i was waken up by dad to go to church for the sermon....but, in fact i'm fishing in church cz i was totally tired.
hmmm...after church, i went to elaine's house for english drama. Its just simply funny.
Major and Mandy is the main charactor...haha. For me....i'm only "kelefe" and one of the narrator. yea~
i'm really tired of doing homeworks. ANTI HOMEWORKS~!!!!!!
piano lagi....dui. tired~!!!
I'M EXTREMELY TIRED!!!!!
Saturday, September 6, 2008
wooohoooooh....~!!!

oh yeah finally the concert is overrr.
this year our ckub really busying for many activities, until we have no time to rest.
Arghhhh.....many homeworks were left behind for this concert, including the english project.
hmmm....hows tonight ???
the only thing i know is...
i din make mistake for michelle's solo, and i lost myself in diu diu dang a.
overall....its considered ok.
and...this was my first time performing in a concert. haha.
well today nothing up at school. oh yeah we played hockey during PE lesson, and i felt that i looked like crazy. lols.
well....from now onwards, i hope i can really practice my Gd 8 piano piece....and also....
DO ALL MY HOMEWORKS AND GET FLYING COLOURS IN THE COMING TESTS AND EXAM. but...this seems to be impossible because i din put efford for it.
anyways, thanks God for i didn't feel nervous while performing as a pianist in the concert,though i did make few mistakes^^
before my performance, i really prayed to God for this matter =)
SO, WHATEVER HAPPENED AROUND YOU THAT MADE YOU MAD OR WAT, JUST FEEL FREE TO SEEK FOR GOD'S HELP.
Friday, September 5, 2008
GOSH.........!!!
i forgot to do my homework~!!!
omg~~~
spm math...
spm add math...
bookkeeping....
~english project
~sivik project....
oooohhhh
~ BOOKKEEPING TEST on TUESDAYYY....
hmmmm.....today i'm really tired, together with little bit of headache. Arghhh~!
errr....i dono why larrr jz not in the mood to get HIGH~
sorry major.^^
anyways, today is also a nice day for me....argh,just that i don't want to do such many homeworks, ESPECIALLY THE MATH ~!!!
for bookkeeping, i can't understand it...sometimes i can do the homeworks until cry...hahahah.
i'm abnormal? maybe, or may not.
oh my...
tomorrows the concert~!!!!!!! its the first time for me to perform as a pianist in such an occassion....
its a good chance for me, but its also brings stress.
wena is coming to my house for bath tomorrow. Gonna tidy up my room later.
hmmm.....yeah. I've successfully sold out all of the tickets...THANKS GOD!!!
Though "she" din treat me as her friend or best friend either, all i know is....
i still hv many friends instead. So, look at the half cup of Cola you got, and be grateful for it. =)
MAMA is coming back next wed, 10th of SEPT. She will be back for about one week.
haha i'm kinda lazy to add in picture....=)
omg~~~
spm math...
spm add math...
bookkeeping....
~english project
~sivik project....
oooohhhh
~ BOOKKEEPING TEST on TUESDAYYY....
hmmmm.....today i'm really tired, together with little bit of headache. Arghhh~!
errr....i dono why larrr jz not in the mood to get HIGH~
sorry major.^^
anyways, today is also a nice day for me....argh,just that i don't want to do such many homeworks, ESPECIALLY THE MATH ~!!!
for bookkeeping, i can't understand it...sometimes i can do the homeworks until cry...hahahah.
i'm abnormal? maybe, or may not.
oh my...
tomorrows the concert~!!!!!!! its the first time for me to perform as a pianist in such an occassion....
its a good chance for me, but its also brings stress.
wena is coming to my house for bath tomorrow. Gonna tidy up my room later.
hmmm.....yeah. I've successfully sold out all of the tickets...THANKS GOD!!!
Though "she" din treat me as her friend or best friend either, all i know is....
i still hv many friends instead. So, look at the half cup of Cola you got, and be grateful for it. =)
MAMA is coming back next wed, 10th of SEPT. She will be back for about one week.
haha i'm kinda lazy to add in picture....=)
Thursday, September 4, 2008
i am happy...=)

today just nothing up, but stil, its considered as a nice and happy day...
hmm.....
okays...
think sofia's group hv already fogriven us, and i'm glad that i can still belong to a group, i mean while doing projects....
this is totally different from my junior life.
hmmm....charles's leaving today.
though i'm not his close friend, all i can know is....he is funny^^
and our class had lost a funny guy.
today is such a big day for our class, because there was a SPOT CHECK~!!!
many of the boys in our class....omg~
even a good boy like ljj also get caught for his hair???LOLS....
this is kinda funny.
Thanks God that i'm a girl, then i can jz clip my hair when there's a spot check or what....hahahah.
hmm....finally i got to link the others and got a chat box.....
i admit i'm a computer noob.
but i'm just trying up new things haha.
hope that i can make good use of this blog to express myself, as well as to train my poor english, and to know how my friends feel.^^
the power of internet is really undeniable.
like me, i was addicted with it....
searching for nice emo pictures is my love. I also often view others blog^^
hmmm.....
i just don't want to think about anything that will make me feel stress, annoyed, hatred ot WHATEVER.
escaping from the reality? it seems to be, but its actually not.
i just don't want to stress myself. ^^
anyways, thanks God for giving me such a nice day at school.
Thanks God thAt i din get caught during the spot check. =)
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
thanks God !!!

hahahahah...
hmm well i'm kinda crazy today...
errr...yeah i am.
just that i kept on laughing on some funny acts of my friend bah. She's so funn..nnn....yyy.
even now when i think about it, i will laugh too^^
well today is really a nice day for me.
First of all, i want to thank God. For what???
haha..
~ for I managed to sell two of my tickets of the concert ^^
~ for i finally passed up the scholarship thing to the Financial department
~ for sai zhong lo...he transfer me RM 5, if not i wouldn't be able to ask my piano tcher about the concert.
THX SAI ZHONG (EX-SUNFLOWER)!!!
God really knows what i needed the most.
Time passes so fast, but in my memory, everything is still new...
lik everything have just happened.
Its SEPTEMBER man~!!!
this saturday would be our concert...
hopefully everything would be okay la.
THANKS GOD, THANKS EVERYONE WHO HELPED ME, AND EVERYONE WHO MADE ME HAPPY~~~
tHANKS mAfIA....AND HER GROUP MEMBER FOR SIVIK PROJECT...
for letting Teoh and Soh enter our group. Actually i felt guilty for grabbing other's member...>_<
SORRY FOR THAT.....really sorry for that.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
im extremely angry !!!!!

wat the hell...
he don't know hw 2 use webcam, so what?
kept on annoying me to teach him.
okay i go down and teach, but jz that i showed little tiny bit of impatience then got scolded.
HEY I'M SO TIRED U KNOW !?!
today is TUESDAY, THE BUZIEST DAY OF THE WEEK MAN~!!!
hmmm yup for me lar.
u guys try to imagine, after school, 3.30pm, i straightly go for piano class until five, then reach home at about 5.30pm.
okay after that bath and dinner time, NO TIME TO REST!!!
why??? BM tuition at 7pm to 9pm.
well jz got back, then wanna do hmwk....
then get scolded, what the hell~
whoooohh....felt better now. i hope i can still stand all this larh haha.
JUST DON'T KNOW WHY,,,
i kept on forgetting everything today...
i forgot..........
~ where i put the library books (or i returned it)
~ the scholarship thank you letter
~ the copy of the transcript
~ to apply leave for CCA
~ get pocket money from dad....$$$$$
~ copy the Moral which i borrowed from Lai
~ do the mountains of math homeworks given by our "BELOVED" tcher...(i forgot how to do the dy/dx thing la..>_<)
well really gonna sleep now....
tml stil need 2 go to school....
early in the morning gonna iron my school uniform....(part of my routine life)
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