i hate

i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate~!!!

= life =
busy with hmwks, tests, tuitions, stresses, tiredness, frustrations and so on...

= studies =
Spm's approaching but what? My Ekonomi, Prinsip Akaun, Add math, math, BM & ENG novels and literature... moral , sej....

= future =
i don't know which field should i choose. Music? Art? or what???? i'm not good in anything...even my study. Well, 4get it first. Spm's my priority.

= Myself =
faked smiles, faked laughs, pretending to be happy, like i doesn't care much about everything, but seriously i do cares about everything. i used to cry alone, deeply inside my heart without anyone knowing it. =.=


Happy time never lasts long. It's only like instant noodles.
Even happy though, it may be my faked smile. LOLS.


I'm so not happy, so disappointed with what u said.


just forget about it.
Just let me express what i actually feels, once only, in my post.


Life's not easy and we should stay tough.
WISH ME LUCK to deal with my life.
i know there's still ppl whose situation is much more worse than what i'm facing now.


Good luck...in Spm.. my friends.....

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[E.V.E.R.C.H.A.N.G.I.N.G.]

Things have changed.
The world is everchanging.
People are changing.
I myself have changed either.
Everything is everchanging.
Anytime,Anywhere,Anyone,
In Any way, things are changing.
Well. This is a meaningless post.
Just forget it.

失望

站得越高，跌得越重。
期望越大，失望越大。

看来我对什么事情最好不要再抱任何希望，
免得又再让自己失望。

nothing :)

a holiday.
a busy holiday.
a busy holiday fully packed with club activities, tuitions, art project, and piano practices.

yeah it's holiday now so what... still busy... >_<

i don't care la.
forget about the previous posts.
it was bcz i was too stress for exam.
was so so so stress until im lik so abnormal.


well its over i think.
but i gonna by hard for the rest of this yr...
paying attention in class is a must because....
duh my friends (Chia Mun, Yiing, Ostrich, and others from our 2 rows) were changed to the first row~!!!


it's good for me, yeah~~
wish me luck, and good luck my dear friends~!! :)

Something to say......

也许我说错了什么，
又或许我做错了什么，
从以前的无话不谈，
变成了现在的无话可谈，
我真的很不希望事情演变成这样。


Anyways,
如果真的如以上所说的，
我想在此道歉，诚心的道歉，
或许有着其他的原因，I don't know...


在此，
为着一直以来关心我的朋友，
一直鼓励我，支持我，
替我分担心事的朋友，
我只想说，

“不管我们的友情是否还能永固，
我都会永远记得我们之间的点滴，
谢谢你们对我所做过的一切。”

在别人面前，我面带笑容;笑容的背后，就在此。
或许，我多想了；或许不是。I DON'T KNOW...

复杂的心情~ 17/05/2009 - 18/05/2009

烦，SAD，开心，累......



烦
-功课
-考试
-测验
-Art project
-钢琴考试



开心
-因为在学校过的蛮开心的......
-因为有关心我的朋友......



累
-因为天天忙个没完，学校，功课，补习




上星期也累得病了，什么都在下个月交，Art project，钢琴考试.....




我们身边，有很多关心我们的人，他们每天都在关心我们，而我们又曾否感谢他们呢？




还是只是敷衍了事？




不管答案是什么，珍惜身边的人......

Thank you guys and girls.

Though we didn't manage to enter final, but all that I know is
YOU GUYS HAD TRIED YOUR BEST.
I 'll just keep it as my memories.
Yes I admit I really wished to enter final and I put all my effort on it. But how?
This is the fact.
We didn't enter.
I'm okay, just feeling a bit disappointed because I never got the chance to enter final since JUNIOR.
Just need some time for myself to adjust my mood.

Jia You my friends :)

Tomorrow's the choir competition....

S2 Xin, Jia You.

I tried my best in it.

Hopefully everything gonna be fine....and...

WISH mE LUCK :)


Btw, friends, if i ever did something wrong or said something that made ou guys unhappy, please forgive me.


I hope that our class would be happy ever and everyone can make friends with each other. :)



Last but not the least...

Gambate for Choir and TESTS, HMWKS, EXAMS :)

Birthday card...Nice?

I make it...

我很不爽
我非常不爽
不要练就算了，
干嘛对我冷言冷语？
当我不是人吗？
我在班骂又不能。
谁明白我的感受？
please, 三思而后行。
烦！！！
最好快点过掉这两星期。
功课，project, test,心有余而力不足。
感觉上我做这么多，
都是废的。
拜托，你们可不可以合作些啊？
我睡觉都会突然想到，
你们以为我想啊？
please, I HATE such life.
TORTURING,
FRUSTRATED,
TIRED,
STRESS,
the 4 words which best describes my current life.

i'm here. for a while.

guys please be informed i can't online so often. so....

yeah i'll update as frequent as possible.


Tiong

I miss my blog. T__T

Happy school life/ :-)
Thanks to my dear friends who are always beside me.
Love ya all. ^^

Something happened these few days, made me grew up again.
Please don't ask me about it. :-)

3 feb 09. I'm So Sorry

Yo you...

I really didn't meant it.

I don't feel like to hurt a friend, and you of course, my best friend.

You know, when you hurt someone, you yourself will aslso get hurt.

朋友，对不起。

我们都很难受，我的心情也很差.. >_<

I'm Sorry.

Don't ask me about it. I'm not willing to talk about it. Sorry.

想哭哭不出的感觉~

Wish you luck >_< , so as me....

我们一起加油……

衷心希望……我们一直是好朋友……

2 feb 09

Arghhh well I hope everthing would be OKAY as soon as possible.

我很烦~~~

God,

comfort me, lead me, help me,

let me know what should I do.

HOOHHH~~~

yesterday's Gaya Street performance....Grrr....

It was raining heavily, and.... made us don't really have the "happy" mood to perform.......


i was so wet and so tired.....


today went to school and i was so not in the mood. Whateverrr.....


MISSED OUT SO MANY HOMEWORKS.... i don't care~~~

thanks my friends

i'm better now :)
and....hmmph....
yeah just better.


Wondering why i just can't communicate well.
Face problem MAYBE. haha.


still, WISH MEEE LUCK....

i cant stand~!!!!!

too bored in class.


WHO CAN TALK WITH ME?????


I'm frustrated with the boredom.


EXTREMELY......

T______T


My face looked happy but my heart is sad.
I'm smiling on my face but weeping in the heart.

Nobody talks with meee~~~

Boring in class....


Nobody talks with me.....


i found no understanding friends......



Maybe everyone is still new.


Is it my fault??? REALLY REALLY no topic to talk with my new friends.
Or.... they are too quiet???


Arghhh i miss the two of you...... my best friends, who both are in S2 YI. =[

Arghhh the first day of school....

oh well i got a great gift today....


its.............

STOMACH ACHE~!!!!


I met no new friends for i really suffered from the terrible stomach ache until i even don't have the mood to talk. Left earlier so i din attend the assembly.


Hope i could get to know new friends in the new class.


WISH ME LUCK :D

tomorrowww~

yeah as everyone knows, school reopen.
Grrrr assembly sux lar. BORING BAH.
whateverrr.


i'm curious about my new class. How'd it gonna be??? IDK.
Just hope that i could meet more friends larrr. Especially top students *evil laugh* XD
jkjk....



Nothing much here but then just wanna wish each and everyone of u have a happy and enjoyable school time during this year :)


May God Bless and Good night :D
Gonna iron my school uniform bahhh.


****pocket money again xDDD. wANNA reload my phone bahh. hehe. (jkjk)
bad daughter. (oops sorry God i musn't be like that. ^^)